Beginning of the holiday Season!

Hey therer :D Finally it's the Winter Break :DDD Huraah!!!! I am free from all of my homework. Ahahahaha I feel so happy. The break Celebration started yesterday as I met Alina and her younger sister for Mandarin Buffet and movie watching!! It was pretty fun!! We ate tons, saw ninja assasin. Which has Korean star Rain in it <3.>.< ~

Graphics <3

I spent so much time searhing for graphics on LJ~ and other sites and I found so many awsome girly ones :D

3D-Class~

We had a project to do for 3D class. It was to compose a fruit bowl. Using lighting, shadows and textures. The teacher said that the peaches are the most sucessful :DDD

In Photo-Shop class.....

Im really really bored ........ In photoshop class listening to presentations >.< Well you can see my photoshop textures beneth!! I hope that they are okay~ ..... Right now other students are getting their work criqued up front on the screen and soon it will be my turn. ~ The teacher is being pretty strict too!!!! I fell kinda nervous........

Anyways, I've been busy with school work and im free time I just study korean and that's it~

Update.. Just because I got a little bit a spare time

It is so freaking cold outside. Like no seriously, it's just the middle of October, barely and it feel like the middle of january outside. Therefore I decided to get a new winter jacket this year. Usually in the past I didn't spent so much money on my jackets. I got one back in 2007 for 50$ from walmart and one Back in December 2007 from Gap for like 100$ and those jackets lasted me till 2009!!! so I gave em a good run. Last year my parents bought me one for like 60$ from Old Navy but it's like not warm at all. So anyways Tim hortons and tax returns gave me enough money to cover my winter jacket costs. I bought a really nice kinda fancy one for 225$ at TNA a Eaton Center also I got 2 sweaters from there as well each 80$ bucks >.< but they are like heavy fleece and incredibly warm. The other day my dad took me to missisagua china town and bargained with a lady to sell me 2 pairs of boots for just 55$. That was awsome. And they look like the fancy UGG boots too. Except with out the name brand .. but srew the name... Im all set for winter in other words.



Just me in my new Jacket :D
Lol the jacket brand name is TNA so apparantly it can stand for Tits and Ass~ '
So this guy, my friends from school comes up to me and says "You bought a Tits and Ass JAcket.
While my other freinds were lolling in the background I was like sure ... It's warm :DDDD


Sexy new winter boots :D only 30$


This is one page of my life drawing home work.
It's done on a 18"x 24" news print pad... This is only one page..
just one.... the teacher usually assigns us to do like from 50 - 100 of these pages per week T.T
4-6 hours of homework >.<

F@%ck.. school is ....HARD!!!!

School is ridiculously hard. I never thought that school can be this hard. Than in my humanities class our teacher explained that Humber is just a level below university. Basically Humber college ranked #1 in 4 out of 5 categories as the number 1 college in all of Canada and U.S . No wonder out marking system goes by the American system. Which means that 50% is no longer a pass. It's 60%... 70% is a C and 80% is a B only 90%-100% are considered A's... Yep that's how it is in the states folks. Sigh* I feel really lousy now..... Just a couple of days ago I looked at my george brown certificate- diploma thing and it said " congratulations for achieving Honours." Some honors psst.. I only got like and 82% averge and now I realize that in Humber that is like a B- instead of and A-. I miss george brown... It was such an easy college I had so much time to play with my friends after school. George Brown was easier than high school... it was a great place where even exchange students from taiwan who have been just 1 year in canada could get A's in their english classes lol..
Anways... I have just finished working for 15 hours straight on this 3D assigment. I had to model a camera in a program called 3D max.... it's my first time using such thing... so I really stuggled... I hope it looks ok though---> picture under neath : > The teacher suggested anywhere from 20-40 hours that we should spend on this thing~.

However, regardless of the difficulty level I am enjoying some of my classes. I think that the photoshop class, and art fundamentals is my favorite classes. Even though the art fundamentals teacher is funny and kind he is kinda strict... I mean I did my 2 point perspective drawing for over 6 hours, with super duper careful shading and all and he still found mistakes and told me to correct some minor things... In GB college i spent just 2 hours max on these things and got A's T.T. There are students form other art colleges like sheridan and some other advanced programs who are also struggling so Im glad that im not alone. >.<

Well then I actually have like 10 hours of more home work.... no sleep for me ... luckily it's thanks givigs weekend for me so.... I can sleep a bit tomorrow...
Please leave me comments, tell me is my 3D max modeled camera looks okay?! I had to model it from all the sides so I kept looking at the real camera for hours and even now I still don't think I got all the little deatails... hopefully my teacher will help me on wednesday... nooooo another 4.5 hours computer class and then 3 hours of drawing class= 8 hours of school= sould be illegal.

UPDATE!! NEW!!!

something about me and korea , as always
So here I go, I am updating my english blog since my korean keyboard is like temporarily down!!!! I can only use the korean keyboard @ school in the special computer lab so therefore even when school is out I go to that lab for like 4 hours so I can get all the korean satisfaction that I need.... Seriously though... For the past year I've been typing in korean on msn ALOt... LIKE DURING BREAKS IT COULD BE 4-5 HOURS A DAY... and that's just msn.. then there was nate on. and cyworld.. and my multiple korean blogs and now me 2 day OH GOD>.<>,<

Blogs

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Hey as for social networking I am getting into this myspace thing. As where as to before.. I was all like myspace ewwww ^^; now Im like MYSPACE HELLA YES... Basically I get addicted to internet sites and blogging things and anything new and cool like really really fast. I mean I am almost everywhere on the internet. Cy, myspace, FB, naver, me2day, xanga, blogger, tubblr......VHJGAHJGJHGJHAGHJGHJFGFH and yeah....

school

So, as you all probably know by now that I switched my college and hella glad I did.. That graphic design program that I was gonna take in GBC -- I heard was then 3 years has now been bumped up to 4 >.<> I was all like now... eeny meany miney MOE!!! That school -*lol*. Literally I got like the last interview for Humber... the very last day.....what happened was that online the school kept cancelling my application and then my dad drove me to the north campus... it was 10 minutes before the office was closing so I ran in ... grabbed the paper when my number flashed on the screen I ran in.... sigh... The head of the program gave me the last day for the interview :DDD If i didn't make it I would have been screwed over... then also there was like a requirement for a portfolio and also a freakin entry essay!!!! I spent the whole weekend putting togther portfolio pieces!!!! The day of the interview I came in like 2 hours earlier and did nothing but, sit there and tremble nervously. However after the interviewer looked at my portfolio he called the office and told then to grant me acceptance. :DD I was really really happy since he told the other 4 people that they had to wait for their acceptance to be processed on the website in 3 or 4 days... i assuming they didn't make it!>.<>.<>.<>.<. anyways... other than spending like 1,000 bucks on text books and school supplies I am enjoying the program!. Also humber has food services where they give food to students from the food bank. :DDD Im gonna go tell em that im poor now so I can go get food :DDDD Oh and I can't forget to put adorable photos of my face on here lol... I cranked up the dials on cyworld studio... so my photos are pretty funky!! anyways, excuse me I have korean related activities waiting for me :DDD Oh~ as for friends I made a group of 4 already well kinda... there's one girls victoria that like asian stuff including korean things.. she's a big fan of clazziquai :DDDD so I love her lol :DDD

♥New hair color COPPER SUN♥

I dyed my hair in NYC~ While staying at my uncles. He is a kind man he paid for it. I love the new color that I got. It so awsome. It's kinda brownish orange indoors and outdoors in the sunlight it is really really bright orange. I never got my whole head of hairs dyed before so my scalp was kinda itchy but after like 2 days I'm alright now... Oh but yeah.. next time I really want a lighter orange and maybe some blong highlights in it. I love to be fancy with my hair now a days. However, the next time to dye my hair will probably be in December. I really wanna do it ~

      ♥♥ ♥

      Angry Father Rant *may skip if wish to do so

Ah sucks.... ass... some shit happened agian. It really pisses me off so I just gotta write about it. Well as you see I borrowed some Korean langauge books from my school library and I had to wait like 2 months to get my hands on them I tried earlier in the year but, they were always out. So finally like last month I got my hands on two and I extended the due date.. then a week ago i finally got my hands on the other one but that some person was hogging past the due date. The problem is I can not extend the borrowing period anymore because there are hold on them as the school year is gonna start up again. I asked my dad for some money to do the photo copying. So we went to the closest staples and it's like 8 cents a page to copy there. My dad gave me and younger Bro like 20$ cards each and then 20$ to him for the binding. However since the text books were like 300 or  over pages each it was like 25$ to copy each one. The money ran out quickly and also I had to buy an extra 2o bucks card with my own dough... my bro and I like copyed 650 pages each or so... well in the end it was around 1000 pages... we called our dad to pick us up and then when he came and my brother told him about the money thing.. my dad got really pissed at me during the car ride back home. He was all like " you're F@%jkh 20 years old, gonna be 21 and you waste your time on useless things like stuying korean and you're gonna study some shit in college like art/ design shit wasting my time and money." He said a bunch of other things that im not really gonna repeat but ... yeah.... I was like T.T all night long... anyways I did the right thing... since those books are like 150$ maybe.. online with shipping being like 50 bucks .... and that each... and I got 3 books photocopied for the price of one!!!~  anyways im off doing usless things again like STUDYING KOREAN>.. i don't care about daddy im gonna do what i love lol...

♥ Life Drawing ♥

                                                Life Drawing

                                  I have been doing life drawing since 2006. I really love it. I think that life drawing has always been my favorite class. I remember back when I was an underage 16 year old girl and had to give my parents a permession slip to sign, in order for me to be allowed to view and draw the nude models. Howerver, I never gave it to my parents and, just forged my mom's signature on the sheet. Being to scared to know what she would say and also I was really excited to start drawing. I remeber like two years after I told my mom and, it was like no big deal. However, I was like 18 by that time so, yeah. 

                                                                                                     The Skull (2008)

                                                                      Skeletal Hands/Feet & Real ones (2009)

                                                                       Model (2008)

                                                                         Model (2009)

               The last one is my exam piece that I done @  college this year. Alot of people really like it.

                                                                    Skull (2008)

                                                               Skull-Inside (2008)

                                                                   Rib Cage (2008)

                                                                      Pelvis (2008)

                                                                   Model (2008)

                                                                    Model (2009)

                                                                    Model (2009) 

                                                                     Model (2009) 

                                                                      Model (2009) 

                                                                     Model (2008)

                                                                   Model (2008)

Well these are all my works done by me~ Tanyush (Tania Sarkar) I hope you enjoyed your view here. I will try to update my art work once in awhile when I have time to photograph or scan it. The Bones are done in pencil medium, the models some inpencil, charcol or color pastels. 

♥ 영원히 21 - Forever 21 ♥

I love forever 21! It's a famous clothing store in Canada and the United Sates!
난 영원히 21 너무 좋아해요. 이것은 미국이랑 캐나다의 유명한 옷 가게!

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♥ 클래지콰이의 새로운 앨범♥ Clazziquai's New Album♥

Do you know what day was it yesterday??? Ha ... I bet you don't .. It was 07/14/09. The best day ever... Clazziquai finally realsed a new full ablum.. I don't think they did that since 2008. Last month they realsed a new single "wizard of Oz." That has been my fave song since then.. but other than that.. It is the best clazziquai activity of 2009.. *cheers for their new album*

                                          ♥ The Track list is♥ 

                                        01 초콜릿 트러플  ( Chocolate Truffle)

                                       02 kiss kiss kiss

                                       03 Love Again

                                       04 사랑 끝에 ( At the End of love) 

                                       05 Tell Yourself

                                       06 Back in Time

                                       07 Lazy Sunday Morning

                                       08 Take a Walk

                                       09 The Road

                                       10  Spinning the World

                                       11  라푼젤 (Rupunzel)

                                       12 Wizard of OZ   

I've listened to most of this already and I gotta say that I'm really hooked on the 초콜릿 트러플 and of course I still really love the Wizard of Oz song. It is really     amazing. The road.. is also a pretty easy going song.. I like the beat and Alex's voice. The only complaint that I gotta make here is that in this album they are using way more english than korean : <>                                     

                                                                                                                                      

♥ 싸이월드♥ is money well wasted

    Well I havn't written much in this blog since February~ But here Goes.. I have been too busy living and doing school for the past couple of months. This is my only 1 week summer break which will be ending in like 2 days so sad. On the bright side I got to use my parents credit card and buy $11.00 worth of cyworld stuff for the next year. Usually I spend like $5.00-$10.00 on my cyworld a year. Any more than that would be ridiculously expensive and unncecessary. Though there are so many tempting option OMG~ For the last year I had a summer , blue theme. So for a while there was this bright orange skin by my favorite korean illustrator that I have been fond of since like 6 months ago.. After having a short vote on Facebook. I finally decide to buy the Orange on. I like how both Soo and I really like the same skin. Soo said that the orange one is unique and reminded her of me. I was like OMG~ :> I love this one too! Soo said; "역시시 나랑랑 타냐랑은 ♥ ( something like we are the same person) That made me tons happy... ~

                                    Cyworld

Just for the heck of it I feel like writting some thing about cyworld. It seems to be the next best thing on interpals. The "interpals" or language practice site that I joined a long time ago to keep up my korean...well there are a lot of young kids like 13-15 year old who are getting into the whole "YAY KOREAN DRAMA and MAIN STREAM MUSIC thing." Anyways the whole point is that for non korean getting a cyworld is really really difficult with all their fancy internet security. The fact that I was able to translate all that shite and properly fill out an application as well get a cyworld 1 year ago with my horrible horrible korean skills is a miracle. I guess I was just so determined to keep up with my friends and all....  and now getting closer to the fact.. on the interpals site a bunch of youngsters are amazed by my korean and the fact that I'm not korean and own a Cy.. I've been getting privet messeges all week from people litterally begging for help on getting one. There is a girl from US who studied korean and is quite good at it..~ I call her my 외국인 Homey" ㅎㅎ. I've been trying to help her get a CY so that she can get an e-mail adress that can let you use "네이트 온." (Nate ON)--> A korean version of MSN messenger. Basically it's another trick that I discovered on my own..." A year ago I noticed that the nate on site had no foreigner registration. When I downloaded the messsnger I found a cyworld option available. Then I thought to myself, "Geee what if register for a cyworld e-mail sevice than I can try to log into the nate on with that. " And as genious as I thought my plan would be and... it was!! I got my nate on messenger, amazed all my k-buddies lolz. Anyways the thing that I really love about this messenger is it has a link to enter right to you cyworld mini hompi ( mini home page). ... All in all it's not that hard in getting your own KR cyworld all you need is a valid passport... Alothough I can definetely see what all the big craze is all about. This little thing called cyworld is an addictive thing. There is just so much more fun on it than the original north american sites... Bacially if you really want to know what it is lemme decsribe it like I see it. It's a Facebook-blogger-photobucket-emial-personal website all in one. I am still hooked on it and have been for over a yearrrr. The best features is you can get a background, charms tabs, and you choice of either story room or miniroom. (I chose story room) :D  For me I chose a story room and bought like 4 different interchange able wallpapers for it... you can also get a photo frame stickers and tabs for this little thing... Outisde of that there is a photo story..mini slide that Lets you basically display up to three photo's for free.~ under that there is a space for friends to leave you comments (I am currently hiding this). There is a photo place a diary, a free board, hell you can even buy music ( I never have yet) and also video... and comment board for privet comments lol. The best part is that the menu tab is adjustable and you can remove options you don't need. ~ All there are super adjustable privacy settings on almost every feature :)

                   This is the one that I chose to Buy~ :D 

              Here are the other options that I have been debating on :D

                They all look so lovely but I guess bright orange/red beats em all~

                           2009-2010 Version of my Cyworld

Also I changed my cyworld domain for like the third time.. But I swear folks this is like my last permanent change promise. First it was (prisoneroflove20) second (coloryoursoul89) Third and final (Tanyayayaya). So now for those of you who want to visit.... here's the link http://cyworld.co.kr/tanyayayaya.  It's just a playoff on my name.. Older korean people add 아 or 야 to younger persons name when calling them to make it cute lol. For me mine would be 타냐야. Tanya-ya.. when I was drunk I kept saying yayayay so yeah... anyways there is not much that I need to write about now... I am just bored out of my mind........................What do I do. 

                                                 School

I have extremely boring  subjects comming up for the last part of my college. I have three class out of the three two suck. They are english and Art history. The only fun one is portfolio design. *sigh* some one shoot me right now pleaseeeee. Anyways I have school on Tuesday, Thursday and friday. The schedual is fucked though.. I mean On tuesday I go to class from 10am-11am then lunch and after that from 12-pm -5-pm non break classes :( same for thursday. Only friday is a bit better I think~ *sigh*

anyways that's most of the post for now~ 

현제는 그냥 나의 여름 방학이고 난 포스트 하고 있어요~ 지금은 난 스스로 한국어를 공부하고있고 티비 고 있고... 그림그려요. 08.15.2009 까지 난 학교 있어서 컴퓨터 사용 할 수 없어요~ 미안해요.  1 달 전에 우리 남자 친구가 한국에 돌았어서 난 정말 슬픈이에요. ~ 나의 남자 정말 보고고 싶어요.  

♥ Birthday fun with friends....

life: Oh my goodness I didn't write a diary for almost a whole month now >.< Well anyways, The last post was suppose to be about my friends from college celebrating my birthday with me~ It was quite the day~ Cathy who works @ a swiss chalet had a discount card and therefore she used it :D We got nearly $10.00 off! I think that day Cathy, Kelie and I went to do a photoshoot even though it, was my day off. Sera stopped by but.. had to leave with her boyfriend to the airport. We walked for almost more than 30 minutes trying to find the swiss chalet then when we found it we were so happy to finally settle down and eat. I think this is the first fun event that I had with my college friends. Cathy ordered cake for me and, also got the staff to sing happy B-day for me.

♥Birthday fun♥

Me holding up my cake~

Keili and I~

Cathy feeding me, even more cake~

The three of us~

our cakes~